(via iadorefashionn)
It’s not that I don’t like you, I just don’t want to. There’s no point in pursuing something that will never work out.
To be honest, it will probably take eternity until I find someone I can settle down with. I’m not picky but I admit I’m hard to get. Yeah I get lonely but I can live or live without a boy in my life. I guess some people are just meant to fly solo.
It’s such a bad habit for me to start homework at 12 in the morning.. but hey at least I’m doing homework.
I realize that I’m not close to anyone anymore. I’m just scared of trusting people because the ones that I care most about always end up hurting me.
I seriously need to find better quality guys. Every guy I know is full of shit.
It’s kinda sad how bitter I am lately. I hate everyone and everything.
I hate how I have so much to rant about but I just don’t have anyone to rant to :(
I don’t think I could ever admit to the fact that I like someone. I’m not down to give someone my heart because I always end up getting hurt. I don’t trust boys at all.
The older I get, the less happy I become. I’m not a bitter person, I think I’m just starting to accept reality.
Honestly, I hate how I always feel like I’m not good enough for anyone. It’s not even funny how low my self esteem is, I just wish I stopped caring about how I looked because I’d probably be a lot happier.




Shirley Chen. 18.
Socal 626.